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23 August I'm having writers funk.....This week has been rough. At work there is a bunch of drama going on and somehow or another I managed to get in with it. I guess what happened is this one girl, that isn’t very nice to people, started doing her usual targeting on another girl. This other girl that is the target, is nice, I’ll admit she is different, but that’s beside the point. She’s human just like the rest of that and should be treated the same. Well anyway, I’ve talked to the target and somehow that connects me to being targeted to some extent as well. This one particular girl has influenced a couple of other girls who sit next to her to also not be so nice to the target. To keep it simple I’m just going to write that these girls were using some words that are offensive and also things that just aren’t appropriate for work at all. Now I know I live in a small town, but still it doesn’t constitute anyone to say the things they have been. Long story short, these three girls have gotten into a bit of trouble and so now things are a bit awkward not just for me but for everyone. Personally I have no time for them. So when they end up on the same breaks as me I just get up and leave. The situation seems to be under control now, but I tell you, it was a rough week. On Tuesday, they decided to move me to a different cubicle. Everyone in the office except for one person is going to be moving so it is going to be quite the process. I was having one of those difficult days Tuesday. It was the x’s and my wedding anniversary. This was the first one since the divorce was final. The hard part isn’t knowing what I gave up. It’s the part that I feel as though I failed and couldn’t follow through. True, both he and I could have done things differently but still the day was just a bit on the tough side. So, I moved at work and of course we were extremely busy, so they wanted it to go quickly and smoothly. Ever have one of those things that were supposed to go smoothly and it doesn’t? Well this is definitely one of those times. I am now at a temporary spot because my phone won’t work where they moved me too. Apparently no one thought to check that out before I moved. Being in a temporary spot means every morning I’ve had to take a few of my needed work items in hopes I have the vital things I will need to take calls and move them to the other side of the building to this office. The office part is wonderful. It’s peaceful and away from the drama, but it’s has been unbearable cold in there. They have figured out how to control the temp a bit better, but the first day I think I was almost a human icicle. So that’s my week in a nutshell. I’ve been getting ready for a garage sale this weekend. Actually a moving sale. I have tons of stuff I really, really want to get rid of. I’m not big on having garage sales, yet I know I really need to get rid of some of the clutter. Hopefully it will be a success. That’s about all. I’m really hoping I can get out of this writing funk that I seem to be in. I’ve never not been able to write anything and lately I sit here and I think yuck. Good night, God Bless and until next time….I hope life is treating you well!
XoXoXo Cynthia
PS I did get the results back from my moles. One is fine and the other one came back as a basal cell. Fortunately, they feel as though they got everything with the basal cell so that I don't have to go and have a second piece removed. So, I'm very happy about that. I got the stitches out last weekend and both are healing wonderfully. They still hurt once in awhile, but are almost completely healed.
11 August August, 11 <how original?!?!>My how time flies when you are so busy. Life for me lately has been extremely busy. Almost overwhelming....truth be told it has been extremely overwhelming. Anyway, we moved on the 20th of July. We weren't able to close until August 9th, a whole different story in itself, lots of bumps on the way, but we made it...this past week I had more surgery. I had two moles removed one on my forearm and one on my side. I had to make the decision of having one removed from my face or not. I wasn't quite ready for that, so the mole is still there. My doctor said it was up to me if i wanted it out or not. She said she was comfortable with taking the measurements of it and seeing what happens until my next visit in 6 months. So, my face is all intact for this time. It's kind of scary to have a mole on your face....well it's scary to have any of them on me. I am so paranoid about them now after my scare this past Christmas with one coming back close to being cancerous and then having to have a bigger section of my stomach taken out to get the rest of the bad cells out. My life has completely changed since the word cancer became something in my vocabulary. I wear sun block. I stay out of the sun as much as possible. When I vacationed in Arizona this winter I used the highest SPF sun block I could find and only swam at night when the sun was down. So yes my life has changed drastically. This is the first summer I have had with no color or if I have any it's from a tube.
I never thought I'd be one of those people that would have problems with moles. Well, now I am and trust me it's not much fun. True it could be much worse. This time around the skin around these incisions are extra sensitive. I have to keep them covered for 10-14 days until I can get my stitches out. The band aids are eating my skin. I actually think the skin hurts worse than the actual incisions. It's all red, puffy and you get the picture. Sleeping has been miserable, fortunately both of them were on the same side, but it's the side I sleep on, so I have had to make some adjustments there. Reaching pulls on the stitches...so I try to avoid it. Sneezing....I think I am going to explode, because I try to hold it in so that the stitches don't pull. So yes it's been an experience. Sure it sounds like I am complaining, but I do know it could be much worse.....much worse in fact. This is easy compared to what some people are going through. Other than that my life has been calm. I love my new home. All of my boxes are unpacked, I have quite a few things hung, I'm waiting to do anything to the bedroom, I've been looking for a new bedroom set. I think I found what I have been looking for today....so then it's time to do some painting. The paint they use is new construction is like watered down glaze. You barely look at it and it wipes off. So eventually everything will have to be painted. I'm not big on just plain cream color walls anyway....I need color to bring everything to life.
My cat Bogie has adjusted well to the move. He has more space to roam, stairs to climb and has been eating about twice as to what he used to eat. He's found some new places for sleeping so I think he is pretty content and many new windows to look out. He's discovered a few other places where we'd rather he wouldn't be, or rather that Mike doesn't want him to be....Mike hasn't figured out that cats pretty much do what they want and if something irratates you, they will probably do it more, just to bother you. Oh well, I just chuckle to myself and smile at Bogie....he is after all the cat of the house.....lol
Well, I'm about ready to fall asleep...today has been long....I just wanted to write a short update. I've been having writer's block and have missed writing....I'm hoping for some inspiration one of these days!!! xOxO Cynthia |
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